My First One

My gown was lifted and all I could think was she’s inside me. She’s inside me. She’s inside me.

I tried to wrap my mind around what was happening. I felt burning. Bright lights. Grinding teeth. Sweat accumulating inside my fists. Tears stinging my eyes.

Thoughts flew through my head. Why is she twisting that way? How long is this going to last? It’s only been 2 minutes? I can’t do this. Is she seriously talking about her dog right now?

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